self image

I think I look much older now than I did six months ago. After looking at pictures from AXLDS in Mexico in March, I am wondering if I actually do look older because of the responsibility and complexities Qatar has placed on me (or that I have assumed myself), or if my self-image has actually caught up with my current state... at least in some ways.

You know how you think of yourself as a certain age, or as a certain person, or possessing a certain quality, or in a certain state of emotion until all of a sudden you realize that that's not who you see yourself being anymore?

I think I just reached that point. But I don't really know where that leaves me. I think it just leaves me with more questions than answers... but that's the fun part, right?